Why Should I Care

Why should I care
If you don't talk to me
Why should I care
If you're mad
Why should I care
If you are hurt
Why should I care
If you're down
Why should I care
If you hate me
Why should I care
If you cry
Why should I care
If you don't care
I care cos you are my world
And I love you

I cry because I need to

Que sera, sera!

Have you ever noticed "Everything that can go wrong will go wrong. All the bad stuff that can happen will happen". It just seems to be true for me right now. I’ve been having some difficult times after workin here. Since I've never actually worked, I never quite understood "the everything that can go wrong will go wrong" phrase till now cos I was living in my own little perfect world where everything was quite simple. All I had to do was ask! So you know why I think this might be the most difficult situation I’ve ever been in. I also realised how hard it is to do things right...forget about doing the right thing!!! Sometimes I feel like I'm just not fit to have a job(YET? Oh no...scary..i don't wanna beg!). I know difficulties come to everyone eventually and that I'm not the only one. They’ll even find their way to you, if they haven’t already. But, When trials do come, how will you deal with them? What do you do when things go wrong and you can't fix it? What do you do when you don't know what's the right thing to do? What do you do when you don't know what to do?

I wished they've tought us how to deal with all the shitty things that we have to deal with in life so that we can prepare ourselves for the worst that could happen...

Anyway, All I have to say is that, I'm so dead lol...but Whatever happen, I can at least say, "I tried!!". And its not the end of the world!! Life goes on...

To Boihte on your b'day, with love

Today, on your Birthday, I just wanna remind you how special you are to me and I love you just the way you're!


If you wish for love, I hope you're wishin for me :)

Happiness :)

I met the best mom in the world

So i met the best mom in the world :). This morning, like any other day, i was busy doin my busy routine when i heard a little girl's voice sayin,"Mommy, you're the best mom in the whole world and I love you". Upon hearing this i looked around to see where that voice came from... i saw this lil girl probably around 3/4 yrs old sittin with her parents. That voice, so innocent and so pure still amazes me...for that kid, her mom's everything and she's her whole world...the only world she knows!

I thought to myself, what a lucky mom! I've never told my parents how much i love them. Now am guilty for not tellin them how much they mean to me. I wish i've told my dad before he passed away that he's the best dad in the whole wide world and that i love him more than anythin and that if i were to born again i wouldn't wanna have anybody as a father but him and noone even come close to him. Though i never told him that i love him i hope he understood that i loved him because of the bond that we had. Dad, you were my beacon, my inspiration and my role model...and you'll always stay that way in my heart...even though you're gone. As for my mom, I'm gonna try and be a better daughter and tell you that i love you more often... you're the best mom anyone could've asked for...in fact, you're the only mom I could've asked for and I love you mom. I hope you know that i've become what i am today because of you and you only... you're not only a mother, you're an angel, a friend, a guide, a listener, a coach, a Hitler when you have to be :) and I just wanna say I love you mom, you're the best!

Skuhc

Just wanna say these roses melts my heart everytime i see it. They are the most beautiful roses i've ever received....means alot to me! It was made for me by someone very dear to me. Since i'm not good with words, let me justify my feelings with a poem written by someone else

a red rose (this red rose)
always keeps a pose
so pure and divine
so many things come to mind
a creation so wonderful and pure
i am always so sure
that this rose will always be divine
always in line
inside my mind
for this rose so unique
it makes my feet
dance and cheer
for whenever i see it near
for this rose makes me feel
a very great deal
of warmth and gentle
for i know this rose i hold
is never once cold
it is warm and caring
so i feel i should be sharing
the feeling of this pose
of the one red rose
that shall never be made cold

Eric Mills